THE HOUSEWIFE
“I am going. Your coffee is on the
table.” Sumitra told her husband as she took her scooter key from the
key-holder. ”Shalu, Horlicks for grandpa and you is in the flask” she shouted
hoping that her daughter, whose ears were stuffed with ear phones blaring out
the latest Tamil songs, could hear her.
“You are hurrying as if you are going
for some important work” her husband said. She didn’t miss the sarcasm in his
voice. “Why do you have to go so early in the morning? You can go after I go to
office. There is hardly anything for you to do in the house, after we have
left”
“Exercise is important too. One needs
to keep one’s body healthy and there is nothing better than an early morning
walk” Sumitra replied as she slipped through the door closing it softly behind
her. She didn’t want to hear what her husband will be telling their daughter.
“Your mother is rushing as if she has to come back and leave for office” she
mimicked him softly under her breath as she climbed down the steps. She was used
to his barbs about her being a “housewife” as he introduced her to his friends
and colleagues. It was not that she didn’t have the qualifications to get an
employment, but it was her choice not to work. She remembered how her childhood
had been spent with both her parents working. Half the time she left for school
and came back to an empty house. She had then decided that she will be a wife
and mother at home taking care of her family rather than work outside. She had
chosen a man who earned enough to provide for the house and not need her
support to run the family. He had also accepted her on those terms. But she
didn’t know that it was not his choice but he was forced to take a wife who
would look after his widowed and unwell father. She had performed her duties as
wife, mother and daughter-in-law to perfection. It was not that he didn’t
appreciate it, but still he couldn’t help making comments about her not working
and enjoying life while he slogged at the office.
The houses were coming alive with
morning activity, with everyone getting ready to go to office or school. The
noise of cooker whistles and blenders filled the building. Mothers were
shouting to their children goading them to get ready in time for the school
buses. Newspapers were lying at the doors of the houses. She wondered what good
or bad news they carried today.
Sumitra parked her scooter on the
road leading to the walk-way along the beach. The morning was still cold on
this bright winter morning. Chennai can’t boast of a winter as such, but the
temperatures were bearable in this season. It was a blessing that they lived so
close to the beach, as the sea-breeze cooled the hot afternoons.
She was on her second lap as the Sun
made its appearance along the horizon. It was a sight that filled her with joy
and hope. The Sun rising slowly from the sea, the waves lapping at it as if
letting it go was difficult for them. The start of a new day that would bring
new experiences and opportunities. Sumitra felt the cold giving way to pleasant
warmth. She wiped sweat from her face and looked in time to see him walking in
the opposite direction. She waved to him and walked along. She knew he would
finish his three laps and wait for her at their usual bench on the beach. She
hastened her pace, her eagerness to meet him making her walk faster than usual.
She had a lot to tell him. She had been listening to a new discourse yesterday
and she was sure he would have a lot of answers for questions that filled her
mind.
Sumitra remembered the day they had
met. It was about three months ago that they had met at the same beach. She had
finished her walk and was unlocking her scooter, when she saw him walking
unsteadily towards his car. She knew that the man was not feeling well and had
she not reached him in time, he would have fainted and fallen down.
“Low sugar” he mumbled by way of
explaining his situation.
She had helped him to his car and
rushed back to her scooter. She opened her hand bag and took out a toffee which
she always kept in her bag to satisfy her craving for sweets. She made him eat
the toffee. He revived after a few minutes. She made certain that he was in a
position to drive his car and left feeling happy to have helped an elderly
person.
Ramanujam enjoyed talking with this
young woman who was intelligent and quick witted, and seemed to enjoy talking
with him. He wished his own daughter-in-law was like Sumitra. But then when you
got your son married with the aim of getting someone who can also look after
your business, you had to sacrifice something. He liked his daughter-in-law but
she was hardly at home to keep him company. She was either too busy with their
business or out meeting friends. But he had no complaints. She was a good wife
to his son and helped him in running the business successfully.
Sumitra learned that he had a couple
of mid-sized industries which he had handed over to his son and was enjoying
his retired life. His wife had passed away a few years back and he seemed to
miss her a lot. She learned that they shared common interests like religious
discourses, classical music and painting.
Their friendship grew fast and soon
they were both looking forward to their chat after the walk. Both of them took
care not to dwell too much on their personal lives and maintained their
discussions purely to matters of common interest. They also had started sharing
whatever was available on the internet pertaining to music and arts. For
Sumitra his company was a welcome change from the monotony of daily life.
Eeswar saw that Sumitra was looking
excited as she returned from her walk. She must have had some interesting
discussion with the old man she met in the morning. He was in no mood to listen
to her banter about music or arts. She could afford to indulge herself in all
these interests, whereas he had hardly time to eat or sleep properly. She had
all the time in the world. If she also had a job, she would understand the
value of time and money. But he had known that she was not interested in going
for a job and he also needed such a wife who could take care of his father.
“You know what.....today he asked me
to..........”
“Not now” Eeswer said cutting her off
in mid-sentence, picking up his mobile and jabbing at the number pad.
Sumitra’s face fell. She had
something to tell him which she was quite excited about. But then he was busy.
She understood. His job took all the time. But then there was no one else she
could share her news with. She hardly bothered him with her daily chores in the
house. She knew he was too busy to listen to what had transpired at home. There
was usually nothing new to tell, but then there were days when she felt a need
to have a good conversation with her husband. Their conversation usually
centred around house-hold expenses, their daughter’s studies or about his
office. He was the working member and he had a lot of things to talk about his
office. After all, what does a housewife have so much to talk about? She had no
complaints. She knew that Eeswar loved her a lot. She wished he would show a
little interest in her affairs and didn’t comment so often about her having no
work to do at home.
Sumitra regained her composure and
went about readying everything for her husband and daughter. They had to leave
soon and she didn’t want them to be delayed because of her. She maintained her
normal happy mood so that they both left the house happily.
It was a Saturday, two weeks after
that minor morning incident. Sumitra had never shared what she wanted to and
Eeswar didn’t remember to ask her what it was. He was seated at his usual place
in the balcony nursing a drink. It was his week-end routine. He enjoyed his
drink while Shalu sat on the arm of his chair pouring out all her week’s
activities. She was at an age when everything around her was beautiful and
exciting. Both Eeswar and Sumitra never tired of listening to their daughter’s
chatter. It was pure pleasure just listening to her gushing about her friends,
her new interests, new songs she had heard and of course about the boys in her
class.
“Hey, I almost forgot. Tomorrow is
the inauguration of the new office. Old man will be there too and they want to
make it a family breakfast. So you both can see my new office. MD says it is
all constructed as per the old man’s wish” Sumi knew that Eeswar was referringto
his MD’s father when he said old man. It
was a name most of the staff used, not with disrespect but with a love for him.
Eeswar had worked with him before the son had taken over.
Both mother and daughter were
excited. This is the first time Eeswar’s office was organising a meet of the
staff’s families. Both the ladies started discussing about what they would be
wearing as Eeswar watched them with amusement.
The Sunday morning dawned bright and
clear. Though the morning wind carried the chillness of the winter, the day
soon became warm. They left Eeswar’s father in the care of the servant maid,
who agreed after much begging and an offer of extra payment. Sumitra was
dressed in her best. Her black printed silk saree
appeared formal yet simple. Eeswar couldn’t but admire how beautiful his wife
looked. Her hair was left free flowing over her back. She wore simple but
elegant jewellery. Shalu was dressed in a salwar
suit looking as beautiful as ever. The orange colour of her dress helped
accentuate her fair complexion. Eeswar was proud of his wife and daughter. They
were presentable in any crowd.
The new office building gleamed in
the morning sun. The official inauguration had been done early that morning
with a Ganapati Homam and the
building was teeming with staff and their family by the time Eeswar and his
family arrived there. Leaving his wife and daughter with a soft drink in their
hands Eeswar went in search of his MD and the old man to mark his presence.
Sumitra tried to make small talk with some of the other ladies who had the
similar fate of being left alone by their husbands. All the staff wanted to
ensure that they were seen by the bosses. Eeswar returned shortly after meeting
his bosses.
Eeswar noticed that Sumitra, even
when listening to what he was saying and giving the correct responses, was looking
here and there, as if searching for someone.
“.....and you know there was this
painting in the old man’s room. The old man was praising it like it was some
rare piece of art.”
“Is it really that good?”
“Ya, it is a very good painting. Not
that I know much about painting, but it is a nice scenery and goes well with
the decor of the room. Maybe you will have a better idea. After all you are the
artist in the family. Come let’s go and see his room” Saying this Eeswar took
her hand and gestured to Shalu to go with them.
As they turned to go, Eeswar saw that
his old boss, the old man was coming towards them. He came and stood in front
of the three.
“You never told me you are Eeswar’s
wife” he said looking at Sumitra
“You too never told me the name of
your company. You told me only when you invited me for today’s function” she
retorted in a friendly manner, quite pleased to see the look of surprise on her
husband’s face. “Then I thought it would be a good surprise for Eeswar”
Eeswar looked at both his boss and
his wife in wonderment. He realized that it was the old man that she used to
talk about as her friend whom she met at the beach.
“That painting which you saw in my
room was done by your wife. Not just that, I have purchased a couple of
paintings from your wife for my friends too. She is an excellent artist. Not
just that, she is also a very good friend and a kind human being.” He said
looking at Eeswar. “Okay now take her and show her how her painting looks in my
room” Saying this he left the family and went to meet other guests.
“Why did you not tell me this
before?”
“I wanted it to be a surprise for
you. Also I wanted to surprise you with a good gift on your birthday, purchased
with money that I earned. That is why I never told you about the paintings I
sold. Moreover, when did you ever take interest in what I did with my time”
Sumitra replied, but not with any intention to hurt her husband or complain
about his lack of interest in her affairs. She just wanted him to know how she
felt.
Eeswar looked at his wife with a hint
of guilt, but with a lot of respect.
“Come, let me see my wife’s painting
properly” saying this Eeswar put a hand around her shoulders and guided them
towards the boss’s cabin.